WAIT FOR YOU -ELLIOT YAMIN

last nite seanne invited me to dinner cos her birthday was this saturday... so i agreed, but then all our skool frens said dat dey can't make it... under normal circumstances i wud said dat i too didn't wanna go but she's my good fren and i felt bad so i decided to say yes and brave an evening wit all her swimming frens.... everythin seemed all cool and collected and on sunday morning she msged me sayin dat daniel bego(that malaysian swimmer dude) would be comin... u noe this is like meetin a celebrity and yet i felt no excitement no rush no nothin... i guess its true la, in ur mind the grass is always greener on the other side, dats why local celebrities lack any sort of appeal... anyways, seanne was eager to introduce me to the twins, who i hav seen in photo and she claims is hot... well when she asked me wat i tot to tell u the truth i tot bego was cuter than the twins... hahah... but hey dinner was nice and i had a god time, her fren john was nice and i am glad i went cos it was a good experience u noe meetin new ppl........ hahah

EXAM COUNTDOWN : 7

“Ah yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man’s genitals through his wallet.” ~ Robin Williams

“See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time.” ~ Robin Williams

haih, dats a funny one ryt...heheh neways, i noe its been a while since i last blogged but then again i am a busy gal and i got lots to do... wat wit those exams comin and all, my whole life is consumed by it.... btw, i forgot my thumbdrive in my pants pocket on thursday and my maid put it in the machine, now its all run out of whack and i can't use it properly... how much bad luck is dat... i was quite frustrated atually but i am gonna try and salvage it cos it has a lifetime warranty and i am gonna go back to the shop and demand dat they fix it or replace it cos it got spoilt 'wit no reason watsoever'..... so wat if i bend the truth a lil bit, after all they won't lose much, RM40 ain't much.... heheh....i noe its evil but dats life ppl, its a dog eat dog world out there and every man for himself (or girl in this case) well dats all the time we hav today folks, til we meet again...

EXAM COUNT DOWN : 14 days

Addiction Go Away

oh dear, its been like a week since i blogged... it was mostly cos i had no mood to go bloggin..... nothin interestin happened...... well today i have somethin to say so i decided dat cyber space shud be my shoulder to cry on.... u see on monday nite when everybody was online and wanted to talk to me, my mom was yellin for me to go to bed... but these past 2 nites she has not minded at all, well last nite dat was fine but tonite it is sad cos my gy nvr came online, wat more he nvr msg me or call me all day... i dunno if i shud be worried or pissed at him, and to add insult to injury nobody who is online is available to help dispense my boredom... oh my god, i am startin to go nuts... i am so bored dat i cud very well be the first person to ever literally die of boredom... AAAAHHHHHH!!!!

EXAM COUNT DOWN : 24 days

SLEEPY

gosh sometimes guys are seriously good at gettin you to do wat they want... i mean mr. CnC ( this guy i kinda like) i was plannin not to go to skool today originally so i told him we cud do our til 5a.m. conversations last nite... but last minute i had a lil glitch in my plan and i had to go to skool, so i told him to call me earlier la... dis fello rite, he sounded like so sad over the phone and guess wat he managed to get all sad too so we ended up talkin til like 3 in the mornin and had to wake up at 6 and if not for adeline in skool today, i wud have fallen asleep... i tell you ah... haih.... i loved every minute of it la but now dat i think about it, we aren't even together yet and i alreday don't feel ok when he's upset imagine wat wud happen when we did get together.... hahahah.... i feel so silly now, randomness heheheh.... i am skippin skool tmrw, hehehehehehe........ i am feelin evil and weird, good nite b4 say sumthin stupid

EXAM COUNTDOWN : 32 days

DAMN GOOD NEWS

OH MY GOD.... yesterday my Seanne called me up and said dat Help university sent her a letter sayin dat she got a partial scholarship to the place... and i felt shitty cos i didn't get anythin... but then she told me dat Sher Rin who was my debating team mate ( who has a scholarship to Help jus like me) she also didn't get it.... so i assumed dat we both didn't get it cos we already had the scholarship, but then today morning i went to skool and she said dat she received the post office letter telling her to go collect her letter, so then i tot dat i jus didn't get it... i was quite sad.... but then life moves on and despite the fact that all my frens ditched me today i was quite happy, got a lot of runnin around to do (which i love btw) and managed to get sum things cleared up about my studies n stuff (geek moment i noe).... and so the day ended n i went home... when i got home i decided to check my mailbox 1 more time in case i too had a pink slip tellin me to go pick up the letter from Help... and lo and behold there it was, a letter adressed good ol moi... so i opened the damn thing n there it was staring me right in the face RM16000... Seanne got 1/4, jebat got 1/4, yew weng got 1/2 but i got full... i ain't braggin but seanne is like a major athlete and its an all rounder's award so u can imagine my surprise when i got a better offer than her...... now do u noe how happy i am... i was freakin jumpin for joy n the whole day i had this warm fuzzy feeling inside... i called my mom n i was screamin on the phone... i was like so outrageously happy........ OH MY GOD.........

EXAM COUNT DOWN : 33 days

SICK OF BEIN SAD

i noe its petty and all but i don't think i can wait for my brother to grow out of his annoying phase... i mean i might takes 2 or 3 years and trust me i hav had enough.... ppl might say dat he's just a kid and dat i kinda hav to put up with him but deletin important projects all because he thinks its taking up toomuch space on the computer is going too far.... i mean its very important and you would think he would have half a mind to stay a way from my stuff.... and you know the most irritating things is he comes and tells me 'accidents happen'.... i noe damn well dat wat he did was not an accident but he won't admit it so wat can i do... pls i ain't a patient kind of person... i noe its a bad trait but i am a bit hot headed and he noes dat so why mess with me... haih, whining and griping about him has got me all worked up.... i better find sumthin to relax me...

EXAM COUNTDOWN : 36 days

MODERN DAY LIFE

u noe wat modern day life is... sittin home doin nothin interestin... here i hav this great guy jus dying to take me out, my crazy frens who wanna go hav a rockin good time and my saner frens who wanna hav a movie marathon and my other frens who wanna hav a sporting extravaganza... and i am on house arrest cos i can't go anywhere due to stupid exams due at the beginni9ng of next month.... no matter how life altering these exams could be they are still sucking the fun out of my last year in high skool.... i study study study all the time dat my only entertainmant is my radio and occasionally the tv.... i noe discipline is important n what not but i am a teenager, instead of enjoyin my life i am stuck home buried up to my ears in books.... gosh i jus can't wait for Nov 30th cos then i will be free.....

EXAM COUNT DOWN : 38 days

DISAPPOINTED

hey i jus heard on E! dat beyonce ain't comin to m'sia cos they actually imposed a dress code on her... wat the hell...who decided dta dey get to tell ppl wat to wear, how can they tell sum1 outside of their religion to cover up, its absurd n ridiculous and i dunno wat else to say... its completely stupid cos we non-muslims don't really care and because of their self imposing attitude we miss out on watchin beyonce, its stupid n selfish of the muslims... and its not like as if jus because u cover uop n crap u are an extremely morally upright person and neither does it mean dta if u don't cover up its obscene... i sya dta as long as she isn't strippin on stage they hav no right to stop her but they did, n u noe wta the irony is she is gonna perform in indonesia where the population there is 99% muslim n they nvr impose any stupid rule like a dress code... haih, dis country is stupid n worthless, so no one ever ask y i wanna leave cos m'sia has proved its worthlessness time n time again.... gosh n jus when u tot things couldn't get any worse...

NEW EXPERIENCE

ok last nite was sumthin really new to me... i noe it may sound lame and all but i hav nvr pulled an all niter jus talkin on the phone, but last nite i did... i met a guy and seriously i hav nvr met a guy like dis b4... we actually talked on the phone... u noe, no awkward silences and stuff... we talked and talked jus like i do wit all my frens and the funniest part is i hav known him for about 2 weeks... weird huh? i noe it sounds preposterous n impossible but if anything this guy will definitely be a good fren of mine... haih well good things aside i hav now got to concentrate on my exams... i dunno how much longer there is but i guess its high time i started to ease in to the panickin mode... my mum has certainly reached that mode, even tonite she's tellin me " why aren't you worried? shouldn't you be worried?" gosh mom what do u expect me to do... run around yelling my SPM is comin... come on... ah well i guess i hav to go and concentrate on bio and history... curse the fella who thought of all this crap, all it does is ruin my complexion with stress lines... huh...

CRAZINESS SURROUNDS ME

its jus koo-koo crazy all day long.... i mean i finally decide to go to skool n i end up too sick to even walk.... i spend the entire day rsting and my teacher keeps harassing me for stuff i am supposed to give her... i feel bad la but the onli reason i can't giv it to her is cos i am sick n stuck at home.... but i seriously hope dat she isn't mad at me.... well i hope dat i can go tmrw n pass it up... got all this worrying has got my stomach in knots.... i gotta go throw up.... bye

MAD ABOUT U

i dunno wat is goin on today... my mom is in a splendid mood and she is bein really nice... we went out this morning... we bought clothes... and then this evening we hung out and watched a movie together.... it was all just a lot of fun la... why can't days like this happen always?? oh well i suppose if life were always this easy it would not be life am i right?.... neways i am dreading the thought of skool on monday but i guess i should go since this is my final year and i should most probably savour my last days as a skooling kid... ah well...

DEAD TO ME

oh my god... i just finished watching step up the movie and its like freakin good... i hav always liked guys who could dance n stuff but this movie is da bomb cos channing tatum is like super hot n he can move like nobody's business.... man if i were to get together with a guy it would hav to be him.... he's hot, n buff, n he dances... oh my god... but dat doen't mean i am giving up on all my other fantasy guys... but right now, he's jus taking center stage with me...... gawd.... btw, i had this whole body collapse this morning i thank god i decided not to go to skool...... i was on the bathroom floor cryin cos i could barely move....... n nobody was home to even come n help me..... it was a nightmare.... but enough about that.... i need a good sleep so thats what i am gonna do right now...... nites

BETTER LATE THAN NVR

hey my peeps....... i'm bbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccckkkkkkk........ well i have taken a long hiatus to fulfill my duty to skool and mother....... oh well glad dats finally over... n guess wat, i got my braces off.... now i have one of those million dollar smiles....... but i gotta wear retainers..... they're not so bad... i can deal with them........ neways, its confession time... i have not told my mom about my results... i am maintaining my story dat i have not got back any of my papers cos i have been havin exams...... wat utter bulshit... i actually got back almost all my papers save for 1 n frankly i didn't do so well.... so pls stick to my cover story..... neways, i need to download mutantx... anybody got idea, pls tell......

i need u 2 hurry up now, cos i can't wait much longer

STRONGER by Kanye West

hey, i am sooooo depressed.... my holidays are gonna end soon....... but i don't want it to end, i really enjoy stayin up late n wakin up late n watchin tv n goin out...... gawd its jus so much fun....... i noe i am supposed to be studyin, n believe me i am but its jus dat freedom to do anythin is jus sooooo exciting...... i dunno wat else to say......... haih, i guess so far dat is all i need to get off my chest so i guess, til the next time.....

WAKE UP CALL

Maroon 5

ok ppl, i hav not been bloggin 4 quite sum time now...... there is 2 reasons for that, firstly those blasted exams have been haunting me again.... (i am in the middle of it btw) and i actually forgot the password to this site...... haha silly me..... can u actually imagine dat.... it took me 2 whole days to go n find it......well, now that i am on i seriously have nothin to say.... well not exactly..... well here goes

football : my greatest agony.... man u showed such promise at the beginning of the season by winning the charity shield. but then they go n draw to reading n portsmouth n then they lose to city.... gawd, this seriously means that they r not even gonna be contending for champions title this season.... bastards, can u believe i support them...... jeez i feel so stupid n hopeless...... but i don't hav the heart to jump ship..... i love them too much, now all i can do is hope that they bounce back..... and you know what is the irony, city manager used to manage england but he nvr pulled off such exciting wins..... nope..... he always sucked when he coached england(which i liked) but ends up doin really well coachin city ( a team i hate) so there you have it folks, irony

oh well, this friday i am goin to watch a play..... actually i am onli doin it cos the proceeds are for an operation for my friend's mom(she has breast cancer n needs surgery).... ines is a really sweet girl n i am really sorry that she has to go thru this..... oh well, all you well wishers out there, go n watch the play, its called frogway, its bein shown at actor's studio bangsar.... students get half off...... so go watch, i mean ur contribution could help my frend and her family.....

well back to me...... nothin much reali, exams r still on, gotta go n continue the gruelling routine, n back to books...... oh well...... good bye

Dead Come Back To Life

Good Charlotte's 'The River'

I am dead...... i am not done studyin but in skool there is just so much to do.... i have to go sort things out or else i am dead....... ppl don't understand i need to study, i need the mornings and if i don't do the work in skool it will make look bad but i am torn between 2 things....... why the hell does all the work have to pile up now. and it doesn't help that a lot of my wrk is still undone because other ppl have failed to complete their end of the job.... not to mention many ppl will not cooperate...... and i jus called up some colleges for magazine sponsorship......... hahah they didn't call back... not like i expected them to but i was kinda hoping that they will so dat i can at least give my teacher some news. be it good or bad........ haih dat is the onli thing that is troubling me now...... if nostalgia is settled, then i will nvr hav a headache again.........why o why am i soo willing to get involved in such messes......

FIRE!!!!!

its been like 2 weeks but wat to do i hav just been soo busy.... well guess wat happened today? my kitchen caught fire... all of a sudden my brother n my maid came bangin on my door to tell me that my kitchen was on fire...... so i called the freakin alarm system that called 911....... i waited for like nearly half an hour before those idiots turned up but thank god it didn't spread anywhere past the kitchen.... it wasn't that bad cos only the stove area got reali affected....... and my mom's cabinet is burnt, n the walls are black instead of pink..... my brother is whining about a melted NIKE bottle..... and i am jus soo tired cos i had to deal with a panicked maid and a crying brother over and above a burning kitchen..... gawd life is complicated........ neways, i am damn pissed at the firemen... i mean the time it took for them to come was like forever, wat if this had been a rapid spreading one, my hse would have been burnt down before they actually came...... the system sucks..... i could have died....... my hse could hav been ashes, but thank god its not, thank god i am alive and thank god not much damage occured.......... i can go on bitchin but i am tired n i have a headache..... i have not finished studyin......

EXAM COUNT DOWN : 9 DAYS

MAKIN UP FOR LOST TIME

wow.... its been one whole week since i blogged, so i got lots to say............ lets start with tuesday... dat was kinda boring a day...... lets move to wednesday.... ah wednesday.... dis was the day dat me n my peeps went to taman sea for their prefects MPT.... pls lar.... dat was just the cover story.... we all had ulterior motives for going there........ mainly we wanted to meet some very 'special' people.............. lets see, i wanted to see my ex and his 2 brothers, dinesh wanted to see them as well but he also wanted to see his baby sis (she's ok lar... nice lar but i refuse to comment further for fear of retribution ), adeline wanted to see all the above mentioned people and Ivy ( aaron's girl), aaron wanted to see his girl (duh...) weng hoe was goin cos ..... i dunno lar... he was jus goin but i ain't complainin cos he's the one dat gave us a ride there..... sher rin n sabs went cos they wanted to see some mysterious person (my bets that its a guy) n sin seanne went cos she's just mega popular n wanted to mingle with one fraction of her ppl in that skool..... hahah........ now dat you know why each of us went i can commence with telling you what happened........ i'ma skip the boring part n get straight to the good stuff....... the evaluation of all our motives..........

Ivy was VERY shy...... she didn't even come out and say hi

Ex- was very shy...... i think its cos my frens freaked him out when htye said that they knew so much about him (which was a lie of course)

ex-'s bro was jus nice lar... he didn't stick around for long enough for me to comment

well ther you have it my commentary

after the damn thing we walked all the way to secret recipe to makan.... after makan we meaning me, addie, dinesh n aaron walked all the way from taman sea back to skool.... dat was a long walk trust me, i took us half an hour...... but u noe wat, i didn't feel tired at all.... i guess when u r havin fun nothin is tiring.........n then me n addie actually went to atria n chill b4 walkin to sarah's hse, there we chill sum more then i went home took a shower n watched tv.... then i went for my singing class......... n dat is the end of wednesday

movin on to thursday........ it was sports day rund 2, so again i didn't go... i woke up late n watched my big fat greek wedding again........ oh my god.... then i rmbred my add maths project so i ran up to do it, that's when my idiot brother got home n he started a whole drama scene... i of course got all caught up in the whole thing n decided to be rebellious.... so i went to sleep at 6 with the intention of waking up later n doin my work my bozo over there was in bed but that back fired cos i couldn't get up n ended sleepin all the way until 6 the next mornin.......... u noe sumthin, 12 hrs sleep is the best thing in the world n i would recommend it for anybody... it makes you feel like a milllion bucks........ gawd i wish i cud do it again but i noe i can't cos i gotta start studyin.... would u believe i still haven't started? i am soooo dead..........

n now for friday..... fridaya nothin lar, the usual things, went to tuition, came home n now i am bloggin........ hehehehehehheheh

adios amigos

TURN BACK TIME

rmbr how i said dat my ex is ........bla bla bla........... well my best fren insists that they are onli frens, and guess wat i found actually persuading her to admit that it was more than that....... i hope she is right and that they are onli frens but if she were wrong, and there was somethin more, i think i could handle it.... i mean my therapist says that it will be just fine so i guess i should listen to the expert....... wat am i talkin about, my therapist is a 16 year old who this mornin was threatenin to commit suicide...... hahah...... i am absolutely lame......... oh well, some things in life u jus gotta live with....... hehe

neways, i was sitting thru a counselling session with my counsellor today for all my college stuff and i realised that she actually narrowed down my options to like one hand full..... my mum definitely painted a nicer picture... i mean according to her there is more than one institution that can finance me and thta i need to be excellent to get that kind of money but she nvr said it was impossible...... on the other hand, my teacher says that i hav 2 options, loan or JPA which means i mite end up doin medicine in indonesia....... gawd that is gonna giv me nightmares........
i wanna go somewhere cool like UK, aussie, canada or US not bloody indonesia....... haih..... i wonder wats gonna happen???

CONFUSED

my ex is in love with my best fren and i am still in love with him............ how cliche is dat? i noe i noe and i am not in the mood to explain the whole drama....... lets just put it this way.... i kinda still like him but he is way over me...... and i dunno maybe i am being a dog in the manger cos when we broke up i wanted him to be waitin 4 me til i was ready to giv it another go... now he is moving on....... i am sooo sad lar.... why can't it........... haiya.... i dunno wat i want.... i wanna but i don't wanna.......... pls lar... i askd him to call but he nvr did... is dat a sign? does dat confirm the fact that he likes her and not me anymore......... i hope not.... i wan him to call n say dat he wans to get back together.... but then again i dunno if i can be with him or not........... i am confused lar..... somebody help me.......... i am on the verge of tears.... i hav this weird feeling in my stomach........ no, i ain't gonna barf but i dunno wats happening........... i need sumone to tell me its all gonna be ok......... i need my mommy.... heheh..... quite childish but hey, everybody is allowed a few moments of vulnerability.... i guess i am experiencing mine now........... hahahahah....... but if anyone ever brings this up, i will DENY it......... trust me... don't try me.........

okies, i am done emo-ing, now lets get down to serious business......... do u noe dat it shud be a federal crime to force us to go to skool on saturday........ i mean come on.... its a saturday for god's sake............ i went to skool and my body rebelled so bad i came home and collapsed on my bed....... hahah....... oh well..... i am in my granma's home.... sitting on the floor of the cabin room n typing this... i hope u like my confessions...=)

IDIOTS MAKE BAD BROTHERS

THE DEVIL

i noe this is kinda bad but my brother has become a demon..... he used to be the sweetest thing but now he is just a demon child... he is constantly annoyin me and he kicks me... he thinks he is sooo great and he tries to act dumb whenever u point out the obvious(meaning he is wrong )... he will flip and throw this self pity party.... my poor mom has to deal with it until wee hours in the mornin when she has to go to work the next day... do u noe how ridiculous that is..... i dunno wat else to say.... rite now i wish he weren't around... give us all a break pls.....

well, today is Friday the 13th.... all this bad luck crap is jus bull shit..... nothin bad happened to me all day... in fact the weather was good, i got a few misunderstandings cleared up... all in all everythin was good.... in fact yesterday was a worse day.... i think it has sumthin to do with the fact that i kinda skipped skool... so i suppose that is why i felt so lethargic and heavy and dirty all day.... dat was bad.... i got my trial exam time table today.... it is not good.... it jus reminds me that i am about 1 month away from one of the most major exams of my life and i am hardly prepared.... god save me.... i need a miracle

WEIRD OCCURENCES

it is reali weird... sumthin happened to day... wait a lot of things happened today.... let me begin

weird occurence no. 1
every year i dread going for sports day.... its like a big no no for me... in fact in my dictionary sports day = holiday, but this year i decided that i should go for 2 reasons . 1 is cos i want that elusive perfect attendance record and 2 cos its my last chance to go to my high skool sports event. now here's the weirdness, when i want to go, they won't allow me. i mean they came up with some stupid rule that in order to enter the stadium you have to be wearin the new sports jerseys. and i don't think its worth the RM20 the jersey costs jus to go for 2 lousy sports days.... so i am gonna ruin my perfect record and stay home tmrw... tsk tsk... all cos i am cheap... heheh

weird occurence no. 2
u rmbr the girl i was bitchin about n i said she will be bitchin about me to the whole skool... well, i dunno if she did bitch about me... but today she did somethin ni9ce for me and i feel kinda guilty for bein such a hypocrite... well now, online, in front of the whole world i am issueing a public apology... i am sori for bitchin and i will never do it again... sori

so ok... it was not that many weird stuff but 2 is more than normal days..... well my idiot brother is tryin to drive me and my mum crazy... gotta go diffuse the situation......

B'DAY PICS

these are my birthday photos.... its a bit blur... blame my mum... she doesn't noe how to take a pic......i noe dat my birthday was a long time ago... but i jus tot it would be fun to immortalise the day.....




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TOO MUCH TO SAY...........TOO LITTLE TIME

i realise i haven't blogged in a few days... that's why this is gonna one very long post..... first let me begin with wat happened with the jelly bean fiasco.... i went and saw teacher and explained to her... she talked a lot, i can't say she was scolding cos she wasn't, she wasn't nagging either... she was just ....advising... that's it... she was givin me advice..... well nothin explosive happened and i am thankful for that......... that was on thursday.... then on friday.... it was career day in skool.... and i went to all the booths and u noe did wat every responsible high skool senior should be doing...... but after all the visiting and stuff... i kinda felt lost... i am not reali sure wat i wanna do anymore.... when i attended the talk about medicine, the guy said that if u wanna be a doctor u gotta have passion.... well i am not so sure if i have that passion he was talkin about......... maybe i wanna do somethin else... i dunno lar..... its hopeless

well that was skool.... now time for a lil social dissing.... yesterday nite.... my cousins from US came over so we threw them a dinner party.... god, my family is noisy... we were talkin and laughin and 30 of us is not the entire group yet.... but u noe wats the weirdest thing.... my american cousins are extremely shy.... aaliyah had her head down the entire time.... mary was completely quiet, and here i thought american girls were loud and funny..... man was i wrong.... in fact my other cousins and i were way louder than them.... but it was fun lar.... i mean i am not exactly very excited about goin to these sort of stuff but its not that bad... i mean u get to see evryone and talk to them and well its fun.... plus RM500 from ur uncle is not that bad either.....

3 STRIKES BAD LUCK

do u noe.... it is weird dat if somethin bad happens, dat is nvr the end... somethin worse is bound to happen within the next 24 hrs jus to make sure that u feel more miserable than ever... i mean jus look at today....
1st bad thing : teacher complains that my checks are taking too long and that i should not have been over ambitious to do the whole skool

2nd bad thing : me and addie were talkin smack about this bitch in skool... and suddenly we see her walk past us... i dunno if she heard me but if my 3 strikes bad luck rule is real then she definitely did.... which means she is gonna be trashin me in front of everyone tmrw... y tmrw... she most probably already started today

3rd bad thing : during the spotcheck, somebody confiscated jelly beans...now when i asked teacher what to do with it, she told me to return it to the owner... so i took it back with all intention of returnin it but then in the prefects room, hui wen tempeted me with the idea of just givin it away.... since i didn't noe whu they belonged to and was completely lazy to find out i let her seeing as how teacher couldn't possibly find out.... and guess wat? she found out cos the kid's mom actually came to skool becos of jelly beans..... come on lar.... jelly beans? is dat really worth comin to skool for.... well now i hav been summoned by my teacher to most probably explain myself.... but u noe wat the funny thing is.... i may have just tarnished my record of never havin screwed up and it happens the day after i have stepped down from my post......

addie is rite.... life is a joke and god is a comedian... he seems to be extremely tickled by the fact that i am sitting on tethers wishing that nothin goes wrong tmrw and possibly avoid the confrontation altogether....pls god answer my prayers and help me solve this problem.......

SWEET IRONY

until yesterday nite i couldn't wait for this entire day to come but now that it is over i can't believe it.... i am sooo sad deep down i can feel my heart being weighed down by the fact that i am not gonna be a prefect anymore.... i don't want this to end.... i can't seem to fathom my life in skool without doing this job... i mean wat will i do during recess and before skool... not to mention i can never be late for class.... i don't want it to enddddd...... justin loved the present i gave him(got him a shirt that said "majored in shagging stangers") and the other justin thinks i am sooo horny.... maybe i should resolve to be more lady like and not get involved in their stupid games..... but thats no fun am i rite??? i dunno lar.... i am confused.... plus i still haven't started studying... and aaron and jebat wanted me to cut class to go out wit them.... OMG i was sooo tempted but i was too scared, imagine if one of my teachers had caught me.... i don't even wanna think about it....... haih... i am one confused kid.... i hav too many things to say but i am too lazy to type it out....nvr mind lar.... maybe next time

DISSAPPOINTED..... NEVER

i got back from camp yesterday and boy do i hav to say that it was the best camp ever...i thought this year camp would be borin since not amny people were goin.... but i was sooo wrong.... i mean we got to go rock climbing and abseiling and jungle trekking and do all sorts of stuff.... we stayed up late, we became real cam-whores and we seriously bonded.......... i mean it was just a whole lot of fun..... it was taxing and stressful but fun....and the bus ride home was the best....... i was never bored....... at first me and aaron and dinesh were just sitting down gossiping......yeap! gossiping...... then aaron was telling all these really cool stories about ghosts and spirits.....then came the best part.... the boys decided it would be fun to play poker........ texas hold 'em style and here comes the good part...... it was strip poker......i noe it sounds very horny and perv rite... but it was nothin lar.... they didn't actually get down to their birthday suit....just their briefs.......hahah...... nobody could be turned on by that but it was funny.....i was the banker btw........ though i think i came off a lil perv......but they will get over it i hope...... all i hav to do is play one round with them........and i will when i get my hot body through mail order........heheheh

OXYMORONS

i noe i organized the camp.... but 2 days is just not enough to have a rockin good time..... stupid datin, why the hell can't we have it for 3 days... this is so unfair..... i mean if we wanna go then we should be allowed to rite... but then the irresponsible guys at PPD had to go and lose our application, if not we would have gone last holidays and had plenty of time to recuperate... but now, we have to come back on sunday n go back to school on monday......oh gawd... i won't be able to sleep in until next week.....oh please.... please be over soon... i wanna go but i can't wait for it to end...... oxymoronic? well maybe... but what can i do....

OH SWEET PROCRASTINATOR

i am soooo useless lar... i can't believe i actually haven't begun studyin 4 my trials... this is horrible... there is less and less time but more and more things to memorize...god i hate this stupid system.... y can't they give us more time.... but its kinda my fault, i haven't actually been studyin, i have been wastin time playing games, my mum thinks i am studyin but i am not... i onli do my homework, dats all, other than that i am listening to music, doin accounts homework (its my fav subject) or maths (i love numbers if you haven't guessed) not actualli studyin subjects that need studyin like history or bio or chem....... god save me from my own procrastination... its bound to destroy me......