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Friday, July 20, 2007

MAKIN UP FOR LOST TIME


wow.... its been one whole week since i blogged, so i got lots to say............ lets start with tuesday... dat was kinda boring a day...... lets move to wednesday.... ah wednesday.... dis was the day dat me n my peeps went to taman sea for their prefects MPT.... pls lar.... dat was just the cover story.... we all had ulterior motives for going there........ mainly we wanted to meet some very 'special' people.............. lets see, i wanted to see my ex and his 2 brothers, dinesh wanted to see them as well but he also wanted to see his baby sis (she's ok lar... nice lar but i refuse to comment further for fear of retribution ), adeline wanted to see all the above mentioned people and Ivy ( aaron's girl), aaron wanted to see his girl (duh...) weng hoe was goin cos ..... i dunno lar... he was jus goin but i ain't complainin cos he's the one dat gave us a ride there..... sher rin n sabs went cos they wanted to see some mysterious person (my bets that its a guy) n sin seanne went cos she's just mega popular n wanted to mingle with one fraction of her ppl in that skool..... hahah........ now dat you know why each of us went i can commence with telling you what happened........ i'ma skip the boring part n get straight to the good stuff....... the evaluation of all our motives..........

Ivy was VERY shy...... she didn't even come out and say hi

Ex- was very shy...... i think its cos my frens freaked him out when htye said that they knew so much about him (which was a lie of course)

ex-'s bro was jus nice lar... he didn't stick around for long enough for me to comment

well ther you have it my commentary

after the damn thing we walked all the way to secret recipe to makan.... after makan we meaning me, addie, dinesh n aaron walked all the way from taman sea back to skool.... dat was a long walk trust me, i took us half an hour...... but u noe wat, i didn't feel tired at all.... i guess when u r havin fun nothin is tiring.........n then me n addie actually went to atria n chill b4 walkin to sarah's hse, there we chill sum more then i went home took a shower n watched tv.... then i went for my singing class......... n dat is the end of wednesday


movin on to thursday........ it was sports day rund 2, so again i didn't go... i woke up late n watched my big fat greek wedding again........ oh my god.... then i rmbred my add maths project so i ran up to do it, that's when my idiot brother got home n he started a whole drama scene... i of course got all caught up in the whole thing n decided to be rebellious.... so i went to sleep at 6 with the intention of waking up later n doin my work my bozo over there was in bed but that back fired cos i couldn't get up n ended sleepin all the way until 6 the next mornin.......... u noe sumthin, 12 hrs sleep is the best thing in the world n i would recommend it for anybody... it makes you feel like a milllion bucks........ gawd i wish i cud do it again but i noe i can't cos i gotta start studyin.... would u believe i still haven't started? i am soooo dead..........


n now for friday..... fridaya nothin lar, the usual things, went to tuition, came home n now i am bloggin........ hehehehehehheheh


adios amigos

Monday, July 16, 2007

TURN BACK TIME

rmbr how i said dat my ex is ........bla bla bla........... well my best fren insists that they are onli frens, and guess wat i found actually persuading her to admit that it was more than that....... i hope she is right and that they are onli frens but if she were wrong, and there was somethin more, i think i could handle it.... i mean my therapist says that it will be just fine so i guess i should listen to the expert....... wat am i talkin about, my therapist is a 16 year old who this mornin was threatenin to commit suicide...... hahah...... i am absolutely lame......... oh well, some things in life u jus gotta live with....... hehe

neways, i was sitting thru a counselling session with my counsellor today for all my college stuff and i realised that she actually narrowed down my options to like one hand full..... my mum definitely painted a nicer picture... i mean according to her there is more than one institution that can finance me and thta i need to be excellent to get that kind of money but she nvr said it was impossible...... on the other hand, my teacher says that i hav 2 options, loan or JPA which means i mite end up doin medicine in indonesia....... gawd that is gonna giv me nightmares........
i wanna go somewhere cool like UK, aussie, canada or US not bloody indonesia....... haih..... i wonder wats gonna happen???

Saturday, July 14, 2007

CONFUSED


my ex is in love with my best fren and i am still in love with him............ how cliche is dat? i noe i noe and i am not in the mood to explain the whole drama....... lets just put it this way.... i kinda still like him but he is way over me...... and i dunno maybe i am being a dog in the manger cos when we broke up i wanted him to be waitin 4 me til i was ready to giv it another go... now he is moving on....... i am sooo sad lar.... why can't it........... haiya.... i dunno wat i want.... i wanna but i don't wanna.......... pls lar... i askd him to call but he nvr did... is dat a sign? does dat confirm the fact that he likes her and not me anymore......... i hope not.... i wan him to call n say dat he wans to get back together.... but then again i dunno if i can be with him or not........... i am confused lar..... somebody help me.......... i am on the verge of tears.... i hav this weird feeling in my stomach........ no, i ain't gonna barf but i dunno wats happening........... i need sumone to tell me its all gonna be ok......... i need my mommy.... heheh..... quite childish but hey, everybody is allowed a few moments of vulnerability.... i guess i am experiencing mine now........... hahahahah....... but if anyone ever brings this up, i will DENY it......... trust me... don't try me.........


okies, i am done emo-ing, now lets get down to serious business......... do u noe dat it shud be a federal crime to force us to go to skool on saturday........ i mean come on.... its a saturday for god's sake............ i went to skool and my body rebelled so bad i came home and collapsed on my bed....... hahah....... oh well..... i am in my granma's home.... sitting on the floor of the cabin room n typing this... i hope u like my confessions...=)

Friday, July 13, 2007

IDIOTS MAKE BAD BROTHERS

THE DEVIL

i noe this is kinda bad but my brother has become a demon..... he used to be the sweetest thing but now he is just a demon child... he is constantly annoyin me and he kicks me... he thinks he is sooo great and he tries to act dumb whenever u point out the obvious(meaning he is wrong )... he will flip and throw this self pity party.... my poor mom has to deal with it until wee hours in the mornin when she has to go to work the next day... do u noe how ridiculous that is..... i dunno wat else to say.... rite now i wish he weren't around... give us all a break pls.....

well, today is Friday the 13th.... all this bad luck crap is jus bull shit..... nothin bad happened to me all day... in fact the weather was good, i got a few misunderstandings cleared up... all in all everythin was good.... in fact yesterday was a worse day.... i think it has sumthin to do with the fact that i kinda skipped skool... so i suppose that is why i felt so lethargic and heavy and dirty all day.... dat was bad.... i got my trial exam time table today.... it is not good.... it jus reminds me that i am about 1 month away from one of the most major exams of my life and i am hardly prepared.... god save me.... i need a miracle

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

WEIRD OCCURENCES

it is reali weird... sumthin happened to day... wait a lot of things happened today.... let me begin

weird occurence no. 1
every year i dread going for sports day.... its like a big no no for me... in fact in my dictionary sports day = holiday, but this year i decided that i should go for 2 reasons . 1 is cos i want that elusive perfect attendance record and 2 cos its my last chance to go to my high skool sports event. now here's the weirdness, when i want to go, they won't allow me. i mean they came up with some stupid rule that in order to enter the stadium you have to be wearin the new sports jerseys. and i don't think its worth the RM20 the jersey costs jus to go for 2 lousy sports days.... so i am gonna ruin my perfect record and stay home tmrw... tsk tsk... all cos i am cheap... heheh

weird occurence no. 2
u rmbr the girl i was bitchin about n i said she will be bitchin about me to the whole skool... well, i dunno if she did bitch about me... but today she did somethin ni9ce for me and i feel kinda guilty for bein such a hypocrite... well now, online, in front of the whole world i am issueing a public apology... i am sori for bitchin and i will never do it again... sori

so ok... it was not that many weird stuff but 2 is more than normal days..... well my idiot brother is tryin to drive me and my mum crazy... gotta go diffuse the situation......

Friday, July 6, 2007

B'DAY PICS

these are my birthday photos.... its a bit blur... blame my mum... she doesn't noe how to take a pic......i noe dat my birthday was a long time ago... but i jus tot it would be fun to immortalise the day.....




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TOO MUCH TO SAY...........TOO LITTLE TIME


i realise i haven't blogged in a few days... that's why this is gonna one very long post..... first let me begin with wat happened with the jelly bean fiasco.... i went and saw teacher and explained to her... she talked a lot, i can't say she was scolding cos she wasn't, she wasn't nagging either... she was just ....advising... that's it... she was givin me advice..... well nothin explosive happened and i am thankful for that......... that was on thursday.... then on friday.... it was career day in skool.... and i went to all the booths and u noe did wat every responsible high skool senior should be doing...... but after all the visiting and stuff... i kinda felt lost... i am not reali sure wat i wanna do anymore.... when i attended the talk about medicine, the guy said that if u wanna be a doctor u gotta have passion.... well i am not so sure if i have that passion he was talkin about......... maybe i wanna do somethin else... i dunno lar..... its hopeless

well that was skool.... now time for a lil social dissing.... yesterday nite.... my cousins from US came over so we threw them a dinner party.... god, my family is noisy... we were talkin and laughin and 30 of us is not the entire group yet.... but u noe wats the weirdest thing.... my american cousins are extremely shy.... aaliyah had her head down the entire time.... mary was completely quiet, and here i thought american girls were loud and funny..... man was i wrong.... in fact my other cousins and i were way louder than them.... but it was fun lar.... i mean i am not exactly very excited about goin to these sort of stuff but its not that bad... i mean u get to see evryone and talk to them and well its fun.... plus RM500 from ur uncle is not that bad either.....

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

3 STRIKES BAD LUCK

do u noe.... it is weird dat if somethin bad happens, dat is nvr the end... somethin worse is bound to happen within the next 24 hrs jus to make sure that u feel more miserable than ever... i mean jus look at today....
1st bad thing : teacher complains that my checks are taking too long and that i should not have been over ambitious to do the whole skool

2nd bad thing : me and addie were talkin smack about this bitch in skool... and suddenly we see her walk past us... i dunno if she heard me but if my 3 strikes bad luck rule is real then she definitely did.... which means she is gonna be trashin me in front of everyone tmrw... y tmrw... she most probably already started today

3rd bad thing : during the spotcheck, somebody confiscated jelly beans...now when i asked teacher what to do with it, she told me to return it to the owner... so i took it back with all intention of returnin it but then in the prefects room, hui wen tempeted me with the idea of just givin it away.... since i didn't noe whu they belonged to and was completely lazy to find out i let her seeing as how teacher couldn't possibly find out.... and guess wat? she found out cos the kid's mom actually came to skool becos of jelly beans..... come on lar.... jelly beans? is dat really worth comin to skool for.... well now i hav been summoned by my teacher to most probably explain myself.... but u noe wat the funny thing is.... i may have just tarnished my record of never havin screwed up and it happens the day after i have stepped down from my post......

addie is rite.... life is a joke and god is a comedian... he seems to be extremely tickled by the fact that i am sitting on tethers wishing that nothin goes wrong tmrw and possibly avoid the confrontation altogether....pls god answer my prayers and help me solve this problem.......

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

SWEET IRONY

until yesterday nite i couldn't wait for this entire day to come but now that it is over i can't believe it.... i am sooo sad deep down i can feel my heart being weighed down by the fact that i am not gonna be a prefect anymore.... i don't want this to end.... i can't seem to fathom my life in skool without doing this job... i mean wat will i do during recess and before skool... not to mention i can never be late for class.... i don't want it to enddddd...... justin loved the present i gave him(got him a shirt that said "majored in shagging stangers") and the other justin thinks i am sooo horny.... maybe i should resolve to be more lady like and not get involved in their stupid games..... but thats no fun am i rite??? i dunno lar.... i am confused.... plus i still haven't started studying... and aaron and jebat wanted me to cut class to go out wit them.... OMG i was sooo tempted but i was too scared, imagine if one of my teachers had caught me.... i don't even wanna think about it....... haih... i am one confused kid.... i hav too many things to say but i am too lazy to type it out....nvr mind lar.... maybe next time

Monday, July 2, 2007

DISSAPPOINTED..... NEVER

i got back from camp yesterday and boy do i hav to say that it was the best camp ever...i thought this year camp would be borin since not amny people were goin.... but i was sooo wrong.... i mean we got to go rock climbing and abseiling and jungle trekking and do all sorts of stuff.... we stayed up late, we became real cam-whores and we seriously bonded.......... i mean it was just a whole lot of fun..... it was taxing and stressful but fun....and the bus ride home was the best....... i was never bored....... at first me and aaron and dinesh were just sitting down gossiping......yeap! gossiping...... then aaron was telling all these really cool stories about ghosts and spirits.....then came the best part.... the boys decided it would be fun to play poker........ texas hold 'em style and here comes the good part...... it was strip poker......i noe it sounds very horny and perv rite... but it was nothin lar.... they didn't actually get down to their birthday suit....just their briefs.......hahah...... nobody could be turned on by that but it was funny.....i was the banker btw........ though i think i came off a lil perv......but they will get over it i hope...... all i hav to do is play one round with them........and i will when i get my hot body through mail order........heheheh