christmas........epiphany

sometimes i wonder what our relationship is. it makes me think of all the times we seemed like things were perfect but then in the blink of an eye you made me feel like an outsider once more. its not that you don't care, its just that i don't know if you care as much as i do. its like you are the direct opposite of what i hoped for and yet i love you because no one knows me like you do. sometimes, i wish we could be idiotic together but then i rmbr that u are the reason i have some sanity left in me. sometimes, i wish you would tell me what ur thinking, so that i could feel like you trusted me enough to let me know. but then again, i realise i cannot begrudge you this because its just the kind of person you are. i wish we could be like the others, more open and dependant on each other, but every now and then i know that if we were like them we would destroy each other, because dealing with each other's pain would make it harder for us to deal with our own. but i still love you.

merry christmas

madness in the light

missed me?

i know. M.I.A. again

but its not my fault. i had work to do. work that was earning me money. so well now you know in my life, money trumps fun. not always, but most of the time.

but now, on to better things.

i know its gonna sound lame and forgive me but i'm onli human. i love twilight. the whole thing. i have always had a thing for vampires. somehow they always come off as smokin hot. but twilight is just amazing. i mean i don't think i have ever watched a movie and been so inlove with it. i got so obsessed i read the book in 3 days. and when i read it, i jus got sucked in even more. i mean the whole fairy tale was amazing and endearing. sometimes it was frustrating but for the most part it swept me off my feet, pardon the corny. i loved it. i loved it so much, i went out and bought the soundtrack. i can't wait for it to come out on dvd cos i think this one is worth buying an original copy for. seriously, it takes the cake for movie of the season as far as i'm concerned. i know it isn't winning any awards, but still, i ahve always prided myself in liking the least expected movie. and though i know a million people are swooning over the actors and day dreaming about how hot the lead was, i am really just bedazzled by the characters. i mean outside the context of the movie, the actors don't fascinate me at all. must be all that vampire and sensual seduction of the forbidden. afterall, no one breaks a rule better than i do.......

MACEE

15th december 2008

its a miracle la, we managed to get a day out without anyone else. jus me, him and her. i mean its not like i don't like everyone else but 6 months ago it was just us sitting at TGIs (before they changed the menu) having a good time. chillin. talking. eating way more than we shud be (i feel fat). then we added the g and he was an absolute joy but he still didn't know everythin there was to know, so we nvr really pulled him in the inner circle. we love him but we'r not quite there yet. and then came angry boy. well we love him too but he's too much of a loose cannon. and still we'r not wuite there yet. so the inner circle is still a 3 person gp. but it might expand. you nvr know.

anyways, crap aside today was fun. we went to the Pavillion and chilled. its damn boring there la. i mean everythin is just too expensive so you don't even bother looking. and then there was just no movie to watch. so all that was left was food. we went crazy and ate a lot as always. and then we decided to go to MACEEs which was why we were in KL today anyways. the lady was a horror la. she didn't know squat from shit. she was just fumbling aorund in the dark, basically telling him wat i could have told him. hell, i know i could have been more helpful. all she said was "you must check with the individual uni". it was her freakin mantra. if only the white lady were there, she wud have been more helpful. well we can't really fuss. i mean now its all up to him. its a tough decision and not everyone knows if its worth the trouble, but i did now its his turn to know.

ah well......

14th december 2008

as you can see, i've chopped off all of my hair. ok maybe not all but most of it. its been a week. i nvr really wanted but i've decided to show you. well today was rather boring. worse than yesterday actually. i got up and cooked lunch. (don't be so shocked) i can cook you know. i made mango chicken and pasta with cream sauce and potato salad. it was good except i think i put on 10 kgs eating it. oh FUCK....

well, in other highlights, we have decided to get rid of the maxis broadband cos it sucks. and vik agrees with me, so it is a good decision. well, we'r back to good ol' streamyx. and oh eyah, i am so abck dated on my work for the tuition cneter that shireen might kill me but i will try and bargain and reason with her. but i cna't be blamed. i had abrely enough time to study let alone type put crap.

haih....

PC Fair extravaganza

13th december 2008

today seemed uneventful. but it wasn't to say the least. it of course started with me oversleeping and missin my internship thing with SASA this morning. well, what's a week without a little overslept accident. so when vik called and told me it sucked and that it was good i didn't come, i was actually thankful for my pig like sleeping tendencies.

So as it was the morning flew by without any further incidents. then at 5 my mom and bro wanted to go to the PC Fair in KL. well dat was a brilliant plan except they got the locations mixed up, and we ended up in PWTC when the fair was in KL Convention Center. dat was hilarious since my mom doesn't really know her way around KL and every time we took a wrong turn we had to go back all the way to PJ and find our way back again. It was kinda like playing a video game and having to revisit the same check point every time you lose a life.

well we managed to get there at long last and the place was crowded as i expected. and well, if i told you what we bought, u would die. so let me tell you...

1. a iTouch pouch (RM45) - cos my iTouch was getting scratched beyond recognition
2. Dell ink refill(RM35) - it was actually lexmark. the fella claims it should work for Dell, my mom will kill him if it doesn't
3. A cooling fan for my laptop (RM8) - seems like a bargain, i know but only time will tell
4. A whole new CPU and Plasma screen monitor with gaming card and wat not (RM2K ++) - for my bro
5. Gaming laser mouse G9 and keyboard G15(RM700) - for my bro cos he suddenly wants to be an avid gamer. nowadays, PSP, XBox and PS2 is not enough. we need computer games to be added to the list so that kids can be even more computer dependent.
6. Maxis Broadband (RM100) - now this was kinda dumb seeing as we have a perfectly good streamyx thing that is works fine, while the maxis thing PMSes like a bitch and doesn't connect properly. I think i might return this one. pending.

so that was it. i think we blew like god knows how many K in there. its stupid really but technology is supposed to make life easier but instead it bleeds a hole in our pocket.

but my one stellar achievement today was bargain. i always admired my mom cos she could bargain and get like a major discount for anythin. well today i kinda flaunted some of my genes and managed to get a RM200 reduction in the price of my bro's mouse and keyboard. it was my true moment of victory. who knew... i guess the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree.

missed...

ok i know i haven't posted in a long time... but i have my reasons.

some of u know what that is....

for those of you who don't, i'm sorry but i don't wanna tell.... at least not yet.

well anyways, i am onli posting to make sure my blog stays alive. beyond that there is nothin much i wanna say...

and oh yeah....

my football hunk won the Ballon d'Or...

for all u non junkies... its kinda like an academy award except that its only given to 1 person each year....

and well its so obviously a big deal...

FUCK

did you know that FUCK is an acronym....

acronym means short form

hehehehe

FUCK stands for

Fornication Under Consent of the King

so having a FUCKin awesome day

judge-mental

today was funny la

d being the smart fella dat he is forgot we had chem extra

so he didn't bring his books

so all during chem he and 'ganesh' (who also forgot his books)

were drawing

they were drawing alien like humans and then underwater scenery

damn funny la

cos then teacher came and saw and then she made a comment about d's drawing

she said dat even her 3 yr old could draw like dat

so d got all pissified....

haih....

dat was pretty hillarious

and oh yeah 'ganesh' showed some other ppl d's drawing

and their reaction was...

hehehehehe.....

anyways, yesterday me went to meet mario's mom

it was cool

her place was nice

the waxing didn't even hurt as bad as thought

but still it was f***ing painful la

she poured hot wax, put a strip of cloth then yank

every time she did that i was like

"OH MY MOTHER F***ING GOD"

but still it was for my article

ah the life of a committed journalist

anyways, it was fun but i onli got home like around 8:30

i was so wiped out

i couldn't even study for the bio test

and so i did extremely "well"

pls don't judge me when u see my marks

ok, this blog has been all emo and boring for a while. time to go back to bein hyper. lets start with lameness.....

A little inaccuracy sometimes

saves tons of explanation.

~ Saki

see if only Mr. Lim wud understand that... all our lives wud be much better.....

PICTURES OF WAX


toodles
-xoxo-

redemption and wax

it wasn't so bad

maybe his was the way to go

no matter

i think its fixed

but then there's still the problem of the minutes

there just isn't enough

thank god

its been extended

but still

all the pushing might be for nothin

there are still lots of works

with no minutes to fill

what does a girl do

the wax is not a metaphor

it is literally wax

u'll understand soon enough

monotone

i'm a little upset

i'm kinda scared

i thought all was fine

until i screwed up last week

now he's mad at me

and it might affect the glowing opinion he's supposed to give

what happens if its not wat i want it to be

what happens if this causes me to have to abandon my dream

i don't know

time is ticking to an end

i don't have enough minutes to do it all

at least not enough to do it all well

wat happens?

tell me....

giving up

today we sat there

and no, i don't really feel that way anymore

but still how nice it wud have been if, for once, somethin i wanted had happened

i know its silly

it was never possible

but a girl was dreamin

and in some fairy tales dreams come true

but i guess mine isn't a fairy tale

that's ok, i have things to keep me occupied

its not that i want it badly

its just that when i see everyone around me that has one

i kinda want one too

how sad is that

she says its conforming to pressure

but i disagree

its just me

its who i am

even if everyone else didn't have it, i wud still feel the same way

i try to hide it

but its not any use

its too obvious

i'm sorry if i am not that person

who knows how to get wat she wants

i tend to let nature take its course

i suppose this means that nature isn't so keen on this course for me

never mind

do your worst

i am goin to leave it up to you

first ever

lets see...

here are a few firsts for me...

last week, i got my first 'D'

for stats i mean, it was horrible

then yew weng went and taught me how to make an origami flower

dat was kinda scary dat he knew how to do that

i am havin my first a-voice meetin for the new sem

kinda leceh

for the first time, we sat nearer for moral

dat was actually a good idea

for the first time i watched a movie on my iPod

dat was amazing cos the resolution was amazing

so dats about it....

cool huh?

masochist

the craziness

makes you wanna rip your hair out

the lack of sleep, like a plague

constantly reminding

why do i do this again?

cos i'm a masochist

stop askin me why i wanna do it the hard way

like i said, i'm a masochist

ask me why one more time....

i think its for the fame

or maybe its a little girls dream of glory

-xoxo-

many idiots have pledged allegiance

adios....au revoir.....

bye swimmie.....

i am gonna miss you....

the early mornin calls to go cut hair.....

the shoppin for underwear....

the friends dat u were lending me....

i will be waiting when u get back....

muaxxx

-xoxo-

Maniac SAT here

ok. i am just gonna bs wateva comes to my mind. pls take a moment and suspend ur reality and try to accept mine.

1. i am gonna sit for my SATs in a month. its scary. especially the writing part. i don't think i can finish. pray for me. its my one shot at gettin into an ivy league skool.

2. apparently China cheats in olympics. a less than satisfactory investigation didn't prove otherwise, at least not to me. they send under age kids for gymnastics. no wonder they won so many medals. its bad enough all the decisions are in favor of them, they gotta up the advantage by cheating?! haih......

3. i am thinkin of all the SASA hrs that i have yet to complete and i am reelin from a headache. i wan my life back.

4. i wanna quit my job but i don't think i wanna give up the money. cos its pretty good. wat shud i do?

now that u have heard my ramblings, u may go on with ur peaceful lives and continue to think that i'm crazy...... adios


idiot.inc is now in business

a gold to calm and a silver to astonish

can u believe it? He did it. the superfish did it. for eva and eva no one will forget him cos he's the man that won eight in one blow. hehehehe.... but we all knew it was coming. i mean it was no surprise. the 4 of them were masters at their game and i ahve to say they never disappoint. so cheers to them...

phelps almighty
piersol the hottie

hansen the middle man

lezak the hero

in other more rivetting news. boleh-land managed a silver in badminton. not bad la but it was a chinese fella and of course for him it was never say die. but none the less.... bravo. i nvr expected it to go that far but he proved that even boleh-land can't curtail talent and passion.




and finally, nadal takes gold. i mean wat else is there to say. he rocks so he won. and dats it.

the American Superfish

heheheh.... sori for being so anti-blog lately. just been too busy. i mean its olympic season and as u most probably know i am glued to the tv watchin hot guys strip down and do the twenty. i know dat makes no sense but dats wat someone once called the swim meet. which by the way is awesome. i mean i wake up early every mornin jus so dat i can watch michael phelps win gold. ok, i know a lot of u think he's an arrogant bastard and no i ain't gonna defend him but no matter wat u have to admit he's an awesome swimmer. i mean, he makes it looks easy.... and dats not somethin everyone can do. so, the chinese have apparently dubbed him "the American Superfish". and i agree.... so there...

ok now lets examine shall we. Malaysia has 0 gold medals and almost every other country has at least one. actually wait, malaysia does have a gold. apparently that fella azizul wats his name walked so brilliantly in the march in dat he deserves a gold. oh yes. damn fuckin right. he deserves a gold for walkin in without droppin a flag. i mean for a "bumi" dats awesome. but technically, tak ada gold la, sori. do u know why this is so?.... anybody wanna warrant a guess...? no...?

ok let me tell you. its cos the only freakin athletes that malaysia sends are "bumi". why? cos onli these dungus get trained for their special "talent". talent my ass la. i mean come on. the onli true contender for a gold medal is Nicol David and squash is not even an olympic sport. and the onli reason she can get a gold is cos she trains hard on her own and built herself up with no one's help. come on la, u boleh-land members claim dat u all are superior to the indians and the chinese, and yet the onli people capable of gettin mention for ur stupid country is a chinese fella (lee chong wei-badminton) and an indian girl (nicol david-squash) don't you all feel fuckin embarassed to lay claim to ur shitty "ketuanan Melayu" but be fuckin useless at anythin else.

the "bumi"s are basically riding on the success of the minority but refuse to award us the respect we deserve as residents of the country. if it were up to me i think dat anyone capable in this country should just leave, then the boleh-landers will truly understand our worth and dat their fuckin "ketuanan melayu" is not gonna save them when the economy goes into recession and the country falls depper into the dung hole that the melayus have created for themselves and us by default all cos we made the stupid mistake of comin here100 yrs ago.

haih, i am too tensed. for more boleh-land bashin click here.

so moving on to things closer to home. i wanna say to you guys who were quarelling this mornin. relax la dudes. life ain't supposed to be this hostile til u start workin and cussin the bos is a daily event. if things don't go accordin to plan, jus reshuffle the plan, don't try and reshuffle the things goin on. jus relax. be cool, don't emo jus chillin la joe. dats all i have to say....

PHELPS GOLD TALLY : 6

-ness.........

the title is for u to fill in. today it cud be
lame-ness, or
vain-ness or
even hot-ness (d stop gaggin)

living life on the wild side. this post is solely for me to put up one pic of mine dat i think looks awesome.

a 10 sec balckout

NOTE : THIS POST WAS WRITTEN A LONG TIME AGO. JUS NVR MADE IT TO AIR/PRINT

hey dudes and dudettes. its been an eventful weekend. on friday i went for SASA camp with the SASA crowd....duh.... and anyways, it was more awesome than i predicted. although we could have done without the obstacle course. that kinda bummed me out cos i was horrible at it as i always am and i kinda feel really embarassed for not bein able to do most of it and for falling down and bumping my head..... sori guys.... plus i have like major war wounds to back me up on the whole "i am SOOO NOT ATHLETIC AND I'M FAT" part. anyways, the rest of it was pretty ok, i mean i didn't make a complete ass of myself. and plus it was sorta fun and i gotta meet and hang with lotsa new ppl.



basically the itinerary was :

1. rafting

2. obstacle course

3. paintball (which rocked totally man)

4. chill time

5. midnight walk (which was sorta lame cos we didn't learn a thing)

6. more chill time

7. treasure hunt

8. crossing river game (kinda cool actually)

9. pool time (which was kinda also chill time)



i know u want photos, but the stupid blog won't upload it. so be patient and it will come.

Photo update

ok this is just a photo update, i forgot some pics the last time is posted, so just feats on the eye candy while it try and find anything remotely exciting to write about.

an IT dilemma

ok so yesterday was our first Moral studies class and we were sitting at the back row and as usual talkin instead of listening. and then suddenly a thought struck me and addie.... why the hell do we have to take moral studies while the ITs get to take Islamic studies.

hey wait, before i am accused of bein bitter i just wanna say dat its not the ITs fault, its the fault of the dim witted dungus we were forced to vote into power a.k.a the ding-dongs of boleh-land (as addie puts it). hear me out for a second.

the ding-dong's rationale is that ITs go to Islamic studies cos apparently it teaches them about their religion and they don't need moral studies cos Islamic studies already incorporates morals in it.

for 12 yrs i was goin to the hindu equivalent of sunday school every saturday evening.
addie actually went to sunday school til she was 16 and they finally got sick and told her, "gawd child u have to stop"

so i went for my religious studies class for 12 years and by forcing me to go for moral too, the ding-dongs are actually trying to sya that my religious class did not incorporate morals and dat i need a secial class for that. bah.... fooey.... wat kinda bullshit is dat.

i mean come on. my religion ain't the one dat says "satu tak cukup, perlu 3 lagi". and with this kinda beliefs the ding-dongs have the audacity to imply dat we, non ITs need moral classes. i mean come on. wat kinda bull is dat. i'll have you know i was taught how to behave and how to be a morally upright person. and for all the Islamic studies you shove down the ITs throats, its most likely they'll end up doin wat they have been labelled to do which is either end up a full fledged IT or a petty criminal.

so my question is, who the F*** should be the ones taking moral, us or the ITs?

MISS YOU

Mr. Lim : ai ling-ah ai ling-ah.... why dat day i saw you, why u walk so funny wan...

ai ling : you know cos i was on holiday for so long, i forgot how to walk properly....

(hahaha, i get it if u don't get it, i mean its an inside joke)

so lets not further torture you. this post is a dedication to the 2 dungus in australia right now who celebrated their birthday on the exact same day except they were born a year apart. heheheheh..... JULY 10th... wat a great day....



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN-YEU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIEF VAN VAN

a summer blockbuster review

ok i think that now is a suitable time to catch you up on all the summer blockbusters dat i have watched..... click here to watch the trailers

1. IRON MAN



Director: Jon Favreau (Elf, Zathura)
Actors: Robert Downey Jr., Terrence Howard, Gwyneth Paltrow, Jeff Bridges

ok, so i didn't watch it, but a and d did, and they couldn't stop raving about it so i guess it must be good la.

K's rating : 5 stars

2. SPEED RACER


Director: Larry & Andy Wachowski (The Matrix Trilogy)
Actors: Emile Hirsch, Christina Ricci, John Goodman, Susan Sarandon, Matthew Fox

this movie was crap la.... jus plain crap. don't watch it.

K's rating : no star

3. THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA : PRINCE CASPIAN


Director: Andrew Adamson (Shrek, The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe)
Actors: Georgie Henley, William Moseley, Anna Popplewell, Ben Barnes, Warwick Davis

this one was not marvellous. i mean the boys are kinda adorable but thats about all hte goodness this movie provides.

K's rating : 2 stars

4. INDIANA JONES AND THE KINGDOM OF THE CRYSTAL SKULL


Director: Steven Spielberg (Jurassic Park, Saving Private Ryan, Munich)
Actors: Harrison Ford, Shia LaBeouf, Cate Blanchett, Karen Allen, Ray Winstone, Jim Broadbent

this movie was ok but the ending was totally crappy. i mean the in itself was lagging, come on dudes, Harrison Ford is way too old to be indie anymore. but the ending jus kinda jus made me wanna go WTFFFFFF....... it was a superbly horrible ending...

K's rating : 3 stars

5. SEX AND THE CITY THE MOVIE


Director: Michael Patrick King
Actors: Sarah Jessica Parker, Kim Cattrall, Kristin Davis, Cynthia Nixon, Jennifer Hudson

i don't know much jus dat it grossed about a gazillion bucks ....so i guess it must have been at least bearable.... i mean they'r even thinkin of makin a sequel, so....

K's rating : 3 stars

6. KUNG FU PANDA


Director: Mark Osborne & John Stevenson
Actors: Jack Black, Dustin Hoffman, Angelina Jolie, Jackie Chan, Lucy Liu, Ian McShane

this movie was hillarious. i mean Jack Black is a real comedian.... i was rolling on the floor roarin with laughter when i watched it.... ok dat was an exaggeration but trust me it was funny....

K's rating : 5 stars

7. THE INCREDIBLE HULK



Director: Louis Leterrier (The Transporter, Unleashed)
Actors: Edward Norton, Liv Tyler, Tim Roth, William Hurt, Tim Blake Nelson

again its another movie i didn't watch, but reliable sources say dat de movie was lukewarm but the endin was apparently AWESOME..... ok forgive the spoiler, but apparently Robert Downey Jr. as Tony Stark a.k.a Iron Man made a cameo. from our crazy speculation, we conclude that there will be a iron man hulk movie next...

K's rating : 5 stars

8. GET SMART




Director: Peter Segal (Naked Gun 33 1/3, Anger Management, 50 First Dates)
Actors: Steve Carell, Anne Hathaway, Dwayne Johnson, Terence Stamp, Alan Arkin

oooo, comedy fest. this movie was hilarious in the slapstick sorta way you know. kinda like Johnny English but better. so my suggestion is go watch it.........

K's rating : 4 stars

9. WANTED



Director: Timur Bekmambetov (Night Watch, Day Watch)
Actors: James McAvoy, Morgan Freeman, Angelina Jolie, Common

ok, do not be fooled bu the awesome trailer. its all bullshit. the trailer is about 2 mins long and it looks amazing right...? well dat is about the only parts of the movie dat are. so basically out 1 and 1/2 hrs only 2 mins is actually awesome. so ur much better off jus stickin to watchin the trailer.

K's rating : 1 star

10. HANCOCK


Director: Peter Berg (The Rundown, Friday Night Lights, The Kingdom)
Actors: Will Smith, Charlize Theron, Jason Bateman

yeap, its will smith workin his magic all over again. damn this movie was awesome but because the stupid censor board decided it shud be U, so they cut out a lot. i.e. they kept censorin the word 'asshole', and the word came up like about a million times, so every time all you heard was 'you **' and.... they cut out a make out between will smith and charlize theron. thwy cut it so well dat we didn't even know it happened until they suddenly mentioned it later in the movie. and all of us were like...."wtf" when did dat happen. but other than that its worth watchin la.

K's rating : 5 stars

11. HELLBOY 2 : THE GOLDEN ARMY



Director: Guillermo del Toro (Blade II, Hellboy, Pan's Labyrinth)
Actors: Ron Perlman, Selma Blair, Doug Jones, Luke Goss, Thomas Kretschmann

now this movie was crap, i cna't say it was worse than 'Wanted' but lets jus say its up there with crappiest movies of the century. its amazingly stupid and corny and its jus plain borin. i cud barely keep awake the whole time. and so my recommendation is... don't even bother, its not ur time.

K's rating : 1 star

ok so far dats all i've watched or heard about. stay tuned for more movie reviews.....