sorry for the mood

its stupid really but there are times when we are in company and it just seems like everything you do simply annoys me. your breaths seem too heavy and your voice seems too loud. it seems like your screaming like a pariah when your on the phone and they way you move leaves something to be desired. i feel irritated by even your slightest questions, clumping you in the same category as the most annoying revulsion. it somehow seems like i just wanna strangle you instead of enduring in my usual manner. but i have to expand a herculean effort to make sure that i don't say anythin rash because we both know how you will bite my head off should i let my tongue slip for even the barest of seconds. my irritation with you spills over and taints even the nicest things to me. and yet i have to remind myself that it isn't your fault that all you do pushes my buttons. you can think i am a self righteous bitch for thinking this, but the truth is its just an annoying mood. i am so sorry i have such impure thoughts, when all you have ever done is think well of me. i am sorry for the annoying mood..... i have better control over it now.