bad at being depressed...

i noe its all over and we broke up and any normal girl wud be heart broken... and altho i am a lil sad i ain't really dat depressed. i've been tryin to tell myself that i am but somehow i ain't. i mean i'm sad and all but not to the point of depression. does dat mean dat i wasn't really involved?.... nah can't be. i mean yesterday i was pretty upset but i guess i'm just not the type to cry over spilt milk.... i mean its not like i can do anythin about it so might as well move on. who knows, i cud find a real hottie hot hottie like the ones i dream about all the time..... heheheheh

i shall leave you with a pic of a hottie hot hottie i dream about quite regularly....