INSOMNIAC

do you have those nights dat u have dat wonderful dream dat makes u smile like a looney bin in ur sleep? well i didn't have one of those nights. i had this recurrin nightmare and every time i closed my eyes dats all i saw. and it was hard for me to sleep so i spent most of the night watchin tv and tossin and turnin on ma bed. it was horrible not to mention it kinda led on to depression today whole day. but i guess it will pass.... the logic is there but it jus needs time to connect my brain and my heart.... i will do it. nobody is worth loosin sleep over. especially not someone who didn't lose a wink of sleep over u. hahahahah......

now i'm gonna go sleep..... well, i'm gonna try.... wish me luck

twice, 2x and still nvr learn

how the hell did i let it happen again? i was fine. my life was fine. i guess it was a lie. how the hell did i let that jackhole hurt me twice. how did it happen? i mean i guess when he told me those things i bought it. wat an idiot.... i knew better but somehow i bought into it and now when he's moved on, i'm still stuck in limbo waiting for someone to help me to the other side. why? why? i want him.... but i know i'm not supposed to. please.... someone help me find a way to cross. the pain is hurtin me to no end. i want.... i want.... i wanna be happy again.

Ds: a good read

its bright and shiny, the sky has finally cleared and a new revelation is on the horizon. when it finally comes in the form of some random spew from the mouth of comfort, all i can do is wonder if that is what life is pushing me to become. perhaps the heart should never be part of the equation. perhaps letting your soul take control is a mistake. maybe all we need to do is follow the leader and do what the leader does. remove all trace of humanity and let it be animalistic in its ways. let it all boil down to the 3 Ds. maybe when all this time we ridiculed it, the leader had actually got the idea down pat. maybe its not foolproof but its definitey a whole lot better than what governed our actions for eons. i shall try this to see if it is the more enjoyable path but when it all boils down to a permanent agreement i will stay true to my kind and do it right. but for now, it is all fun and games in the world of love and date.

i'm thinkin ya'll got no idea wat nonsense i'm crappin but dats the whole point. i don't want you to figure out my master plan which is aprt of my revenge for my man hating rage btw. i'll pay $10 to whoever gets wat i'm sayin ( of course this excludes u clowns dat i already told wat it means)

boobs and ass

ok... 1 week ago my thoery was dat guys always... i mean always, judge a girl's hotness level by one of 2 categories which is BOOBS and ASS.....

although i still believe in dat but i wud jus like to make some amendments....guys do judge a girl's hotness level by physical characteristics but its not jus limited BOOBS and ASS.... i mean different guys have different opinions.... for some guys its the BOOBS, for another its the face, another its the legs and yada,yada,yada,........

so basically every guy has his preference. ever heard on tv when they say dta a certain guy is an ASS guy, well it means dat he likes the "ASS" part of a girl. hey but don't get me wrong. this does not mean that they are only attracted to girls liddat, it just means dat for a girl to gain hotness points in his eyes, she needs to have the required proportions in said body parts.

as ridiculous as dis sounds, its true.... guys don't be ashamed to admit it. you all know dat its true.... haih men.....

Horny Dolphin

ok... lets set the record straight... apparently humans and dolphins ain't the only ones who have sex for pleasure. there are the bonobos which are a species of primate dat apparently humans have the most in common with. anyways, it always puzzled me how dolphins had sex you know. i guess the basic part is kinda sumthin u learn in skool but wat bothered me was how did they do it. like missionary style? or where was the "equipment" for the guys and the "hole" for the chic....? i dunno. i'm weird. well, so i researched it and this is wta i found...

the male dolphin has 2 slits in its lower belly, one for the penis, the other for the anus. the female dolphin only has one slit which contains both the anus and the vagina. for the male dolphin, the sex organ is an internal organ and it is brought out with a special muscle for mating. they copulate underwater while swimming lying belly to belly. the male inserts his penis into the female's vagina for several seconds. the male sex organ is controlled by a muscle.
~http://www.dolphinreef.co.il/Default.aspx?tabid=32~

very cool huh? next time maybe i'll find out more cool stuff and post it. if you wanna know anythin, jus leave a comment and i'll research it properly for u.

a debate to remember

saturday was the bomb la. i mean it was debate day and although we didn't win everyone told us it was an awesome debate. and trust me it was. i had so much fun. it was amazing la. of course being shown down by a group of boys hurt the ego more than anythin but i tell you, it was one of our better debates la. it wasn't like they won hands down but it was just awesome la. i'll try to get the video and post it so that you can all see how awesome it was..... ahhhahahahah

skippin jolly

where have all the good guys gone to?
why to hell of course. its where u and all the other bitches sent them.

sori, i know dat as a girl i am supposed to be very insulted by dat but somehow dat was just too funny not to post it in the blog. anyways, i am completely emotionless today. dunno why. jus feel empty. not really sad, not really happy, not really stressed. just emotionless. basically, i am like an empty shell of a person and i am lookin for somethin to fill me...[get ur mind out of the gutter ;) ]

anyways,..... well there's no anyways..... i am empty rmbr? wat am i talkin about. now i am just crappin.... haih.... a week ago this wasn't a problem. now it is. haih nvr mind. we shall move on and push thru. wait, isn't dat the same thing? i dunno la... i am gonna go now b4 i start talkin even more nonsense....

bad at being depressed...

i noe its all over and we broke up and any normal girl wud be heart broken... and altho i am a lil sad i ain't really dat depressed. i've been tryin to tell myself that i am but somehow i ain't. i mean i'm sad and all but not to the point of depression. does dat mean dat i wasn't really involved?.... nah can't be. i mean yesterday i was pretty upset but i guess i'm just not the type to cry over spilt milk.... i mean its not like i can do anythin about it so might as well move on. who knows, i cud find a real hottie hot hottie like the ones i dream about all the time..... heheheheh

i shall leave you with a pic of a hottie hot hottie i dream about quite regularly....

like rippin off a band-aid but worse

its over la.... i can't believe i'm single now.... its dramatic sad and drastic but true none the less.... i'm sad tortured and tormented... can u believe i actually fell fro this guy and now he's not gonna be apart of my life annymore. i'm sad and depressed and i'm cryin myself a river... haih.... be depressed for me pls...

My B'day... Part 1

MEET THE FRIENDS..........


my classmates actually spent b'day lunch with me in secret recipe and bought me lunch.... how sweet huh...!

.................................................:VAN VAN



................................:oops how did this get in here...?!







............................................:ADDIE







...................................................:ADDIE... again....









............................................:All of them



.....................................................:ESTHER









................................................:RUI EN









.........................................................:HARI





................................................:EMERIN

(sori if the spellin is wrong... hehehe)







..........................................:JAIME

(sori if spellin is wrong.... heheheh)




.......................................:HARI




.......................................:RUI EN





.........................................:ANGELINE




.......................................:RU JIN

......................................:KEN

................................................:VANESSA

...........................: GRUESOME THREESOME

......................................:THREESOME AGAIN

MEET THE FOOD.....

this was basically wat we ate there...

.......................................:THIS WAS MY LUNCH....

17 donuts for my 17th party... thnx so much u guys..... :)

MEET THE GIFTS........ so far...

*******************from addie, dinesh, van and sarah....

********************from ma bro....

to be continued.....

comic book

lets begin shall we....

1. first there was some experimenting

2. some were studyin...

3. some were obviously not listenin....
(note the handphone in the hand and intense focus on screen not teacher)

4. then there was lots of walkin...

5. and then there was eatin.... ( lots of eatin)

6. and then there was rain

and then we went home....

seeds of....?

listen to this convo k....

Adeline : oh my god... touchin his soon-to-be abs reminded me of... you know and....(bla bla bla)

Dinesh : reminds u of wat...?

a lot of nonsense l8r...

Adeline : You know that feeling you get when u touch a hot body.

Dinesh : But I've never touched a hot body b4
(kalkx think " well duh")

Adeline : Well there lies the seed of wat cud be a problem.....

*pause for laughter*

ok i understand that some of u mite not ge it but i already warned u that i'm lame... its just finally peekin thru in my posts.... hahahah anyways, have a good one.

P.S. if u have any lame jokes, pls feel free to leave a comment and i'll post it if its lame enough.... hehehehe ADIOS

BORO 2 MAN U 2

Man. U as they usually do when things are in their favour went and drew a game that they shud have won hands down. it was embarassin really but wat to do.... all that is left is to wait and see if luck is kind enough to grant them a win this week durin their Champions League clash with Roma.

catchin u up

its been a long weekend.... i spent friday first at an A-Voice meetin (college newsletter, i got in, YAY!!), then we went for a SASA meetin which was tremendously borin and finally we had debate discussion for the exhibition debate in a couple of weeks time..... then we rushed home in the rain followed by a date wit my bf ( which was mega fun la i dunno why)...... then i came home and slept

at 3:30 in the mornin, i get a phone call from this guy i used to flirt with and he's askin me out for a drink at that hr.... weirdness ryt???

saturday, i went back to skool to help the debate team.... read all about it on addie's blog (http://adelinemathew.blogspot.com) -jus for the record, i went early not like her.... hehehehe-

sunday, my mom wanted to take us out and so we went window shoppin, then my bro wanted to play fusball so we went to do that. at the fusball place, i met Ee Keen and so we chatted, he even played a game of snooker wit my younger bro.... then we went to watch a movie (27 dresses) at like 3/4 way thru the movie, we get a call sayin that the hse alarm has gone off... which means someone is tryin to break in. so mommy panics and rushes us all home, we get home and its a false alarm. the hse was struck by lightnin so the system got messed up and the alarm went off.

after all the panic wears down, i realise one thhing, i am fuckin pissed that i had to miss my movie for nuts. haih.... all this party stress coupled wit the usual stress is makin me weary...

good night folks... next show's tomorrow at midnite!!!! heheheh

a stressed and unhappy girl

oh my god... i'm freakin out. the thing is in 7 days and i still don't know wat i'm gonna wear and wat the menu is like or even how i'm gonna get everythin done in time. i've got like so much stuff to do and i dunno whether i'm even doin it right......

i have to admit, i have this huge phobia that it might turn out badly and knowin me, it might actually be a disaster but for once in my life i hope it isn't.... i really sincerely hope it isn't cos i wud jus die if it was.... i'd be the first diagnosed case of death by humiliation....

heheheh.... now i'm gonna go stress sum more... bye bye...

map

(click on the map)
Casa Damansara, Block B, 1st Floor(poolside), Jalan SS2/113

its a map to the condo..... if u still don't get it, then giv me a buzz k....

adios mi amigo

bye zwee zweee, i can't believe u left the class. i mean when u said u were gonna drop bio, i thought u were kiddin but then when i came back to school today, u had actually dropped bio and changed class. i was super shocked and i felt super sad. who's gonna diss renugah now dat ur gone...? who's gonna agree with everythin i say no matter wat....? who's gonna call me kal kal...(which is kinda weird but cute anyways)? haih.... i can't believe ur ditchin us.....!!!

i wish you all the best but i heard that even ur new class still has MR LIM for physics. hahahaha.... u may have escaped bio but u didn't escape him. anyways, good luck. see ya around....

bye super zwee.........

MAN U 2 ROMA 0

United delivered the model European away performance in Rome on Tuesday– strong in possession, resilient during the inevitable Roma backlash, and ruthlessly scoring two away goals

Man U won in true style and of course Christiano Ronaldo scored a goal provin why he is the best player in the world right now.... well at least as far as i'm concerned

click the link to watch the magic

http://mu.tv.manutd.com/default.aspx?p=channels/C3ChampionsLeague

the end of an era

as of today, there will be no longer prices ending in weird numbers $15.98 or $12.67. no more 1 sen. so for all of you out there who have about a million 1 sen, time to gte rid of it fast while ppl are still forced to accept it. u see, although there won't be any use for it but Bank Negara says that it will still be legal tender while they slowly faze it out.

for those of u who don't already know, it costs 4sen to make one 1sen coin, so the govt, dumb as they are finally realised that it wasn't worth it since ppl hardly use it anyways, so they're finally fazing it out. so for those of u who don't wanna be stuck with money that is not valid, i suggest you give away ur 1sen as soon as possible.....