scatter brain

you know how if u stop doin somethin for a long time u start to forget how to do it. i mean, i used to be this rpo debater man, i could whip you up a speech in like half an hour. debate a topic on both sides, had all these links to really cool sites with quotes and sources but now when wai meng asks for my help i felt jus plain weird. all that passion seems to have disappeared. i read through his speech and it was like my brain shut down. i knew it was bad but i jus couldn't give a snappy comment and fix it for him. its ridiculous how much time can make a person forget somethin that was practically their bread and butter for nearly 2 whole years. its really an amazing thing.... i'm shocked

ok so i spent the weekend poutin about the fact that my he didn't call and talk to me. ok la i get it, phone bill is damn expensive. but still.... i 'm being annoying aren't i? ah screw it la, who said talkin was ever necessary in a relationship anyways..... wat u need is a lot of gifts and a lot of .... ok now i'm scaring myself.... sleep, i need sleep.....

see ya soon