phase 2

i am sorry about yesterday. that post was just crazy and seemed like a 3 year old wrote it. personally i blame it on the grief and sadness. but after 24 hours of time to think and come to grips with the sorrow i think i can be brave and talk about it; the suckiness of the whole thing.

its embarassing but expected. i only got 2 out of 8 offers for uni next sem and both were from my safe schools. i guess its a good thing i had those safe schools i guess. but it still doesn't help with the dissappointment. even when u can see it coming a mile away, the impact of actually getting into a crash wheteher literal or figurative is just unimaginable. it was sad. i was holding a torch of hope but my sensible side knew that it was improbable. well at least i know that no matter what, i am going to US. i just gotta work harder to make sure that when i get there at least phase 2 of my plan works out well.

adios