My Last Holiday

how old can you go....

Do you know what happens when you celebrate your birthday..........

1. You confirm that you accept your one foot closer to the grave

2. You show that you are expecting something amazing to happen like maybe thunder and lightning in acknowledgment of your big birthday (like the world could give a damn....)

3. Well, we all know that the entire time ur mind is screaming....... "Whateva you losers got me for being born today better be good"

In light of this, Idiot.Inc wishes

CHUNG RUI EN

breaking attitude

prepare for an emo attack....

don't ask me wat this is about.

i just have to get it off my chest.

ok... here we go...

sometimes some people say stuff that they don't realise carries more weight than they intend. someone said this type of a thing to me the other day and i didn't realise until after, that unconsciously i was dreading those words. i always thought that when those words were said, i would be able to handle them and that i would be able to live with the consequences but now i realize that i can't. i forgive you for saying it cos you don't know how much it hurts me but i can't forget that you could possibly say those things. the thing we had, watever it was, cannot survive under these circumstances. i cannot continue pretending that you haven't hurt me but then again it isn't your fault that i feel this way. its a difference of opinion that can never be solved. at the end of the day, i am hurting and it might take a while for me to be ok.

ok emoness over. now.....

look forward to my next post
"my last holiday"



and next week
"a first day in college"
featuring the Gs.

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